November 04, 2009 - 7:49 p.m.
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It's only when I see pictures, when I see postings on your "wall" when your immature, arrogant and thick-headed boyfriend fights with me over petty issues that I salivate over the day when you two end.
I hate it today as much as I hated it nearly five months ago when you announced it, when you slipped it into the conversation that you were fucking...just a month into your "relationship."
I can't help it.
As you (past) best friend, I honestly, truly want to be happy for you - like anyone would.
How can I?
When it's all wrong - toxic...convenient.
As it stands, since I feel this way still...I can safely say I will never accept your "relationship". No matter if you marry and are "happy". I will NEVER, EVER be happy for you.
Sorry....
B.